I was so shallow, and when i think of all those wasted years trolling and saying awful slander; i feel the shame. It was not fair telling people who they should and should not be or do. I was such a monster of ultimate greed. I never felt so shamed of the ways I tried to shape people into imperfectness of my tyranny. I look back and reflect on the deficient behavior I've threw out there and that makes me a bigot. I never look on the greener side of life or ignore the negatives. I always contributed to the mess.
Who have I became in those years?
What have became of myself in those wasted years of my adolescence?